Day 2 at Home -- Much Better

So last night went way more smoothly than the first night home. Colin slept from midnight to 4 am and then from 5 am to a little after 8 am. Both Devin and I are way better rested today! I'm still really tired and am having trouble really falling into a good routine. I will tell you that it was the sweetest sight to wake up and see Devin resting next to our tiny son. Such cute boys in my bed!

As far as Lily goes, she has been adjusting really wonderfully. I have to say that I miss the heck out of her. I am used to her needing me and being with me all the time, but she has been very content to be entertained by everyone else this week. She seems to just not be that interested in me right now, although she loves to come and help out with baby Colin once in a while, its more like a "visit" and less like parenting. I'm loving that Lily is getting to spend so much quality time with her Dad doing fun things (they are lovin an indoor playground lately), but I still feel like I've lost something somehow or that I'm not able to do it all. I'm hoping once we find a good routine, I will have my big baby back.

I am very worried about Monday, when Devin goes back to work and I'm here with 2 kids alone. Luckily, I have some awesome friends who are helping out in the food department as well as awesome family who are helping out in the kid department, so that is really comforting! Devin's Mom left this morning and I am heartbroken to see her go, she has been awesome! My Mom has volunteered to stay the night and help, thank the Lord. All in all, we are settling in okay, just trying to get used to more multitasking but I'm guessing it will come in time. I've gotten some awesome support with the nursing issue, which is really helping. I'm so lucky to have the encouragement from friends and family to make it through this rough first part.